Razored Memories.

sleep is for the weak!

Monday, March 19, 2012

/cries

trying to catch up on sleep but its kinda hard when you got a lot of work to do. also when you've suddenly got a coffee addiction. to do list for tonight:

- finish math work
- do ch 6 notes and read through ch7 for legal

yeah. it doesnt look like a lot, but trust me it is. im so tired, my bags are so big and omggg :(

i might just start putting on masks at night so that my skin doesnt turn out so shitty cause i've had really bad skin as of late from all the junk food and no sleep.

oh, fuck my life.

Saturday, March 17, 2012

spoke too soon, literally right after i post the last blog, i go to the toilet and find out i have my period.

great. thanks vagina. now you decide to be normal. gawd.

million, billion, trillion miles away.

ooh yeah, welcome to the family <3 arent they just beautiful?

yeah my knees look retarded in the last pic o_O and my mirror is dirty as fuck whut.

ran all over sydney (not really, but i was willing to) for these shoes. couldnt find them in TH so started calling up all the other stores and none of them had it :( but i decided to try my luck at bankstown and im so fucking glad i did.

so basically went to the store and they weren't there and i was really upset. so i started walking around since i was bored and just randomly walked into another shoe store and i saw them! so i ran over to them and was like.. hugging them and saying stuff like 'you could've been mine, im so sorry babyy' to them so i think everyone in the store probably thought i was a retard, but then i looked under the heel..

and it was on sale. WHOOOOOOOOOOOOT. looked up and i saw the sale sign and i was like 'wtf how did i not see that' and yeah. only 10 bucks more than the other store BUT HAY GURLL LOOK WHO HAS THEM HEELS NOW <3

so i was trying them on and stuff and it looked really weird cause i was in school uniform but some other chick looking at other shoes said they looked really good on me which you know. whenever you get stuff like that it just cements in your mind even more that you want them (not that it wasnt already cemented in my head, it was freaking 10m under solid rock that i was gonna get these shoes)

anyway so yeah bought em and was literally skipping around the entire centre cause i was so happy hehehehe :)

i was even willing to go livo for them man! and people still think that im retarded to be bothered going bankstown when the ladies already told me it wasnt there, but hey look what happened.

dedication mannn dedication to the shoes <3

well anyway went to the bus stop and like. creepiest pedo/weirdo out man. well not really. the train dudes worse. but yeah basically this guy came up to me and asked my underwear colour and i was like 'wtfwtfwtf' the entire time. to be fair, i think he was a bit kooked up in the head, but yeah still creepy.

'nywayyyy i've been like.. randomly putting on my shoes almost everyday and just dancing around in them. i just love them so much, i love the feeling they give me omg <3 i was like this when i got my formal shoes too (got them both at the same store coincidentally)

and then i thought to myself and i was like 'shit these heels are really really tall (14.5cm) im gonna be taller than everyone wearing these' and i dunno, maybe its just me (probably not) but i feel kinda weird when im walking around and i'm just taller than every single guy i see LOL

so i was like 'crap crap how am i ever gonna wear them now' and so i measured my height.

..guess who found out they were only 160-ish cms :( i thought i was 165cm for the LONGEST time okay. but dayumm im kinda short. and i dunno whether i should be happy or not cause im always saying that i dont want to grow anymore but geezus it feels like i shrunk 5cm in one day. kinda like the day i found out i was a A cup instead of AA and it felt like i grew a cup. yeah.

buut anyway yeah, that was a weird revelation to me. not that any of you really care about my height. life sucks, cant even check my height anymore cause we broke the height thing in the pe rooms in year 10 (LOLOLOL YEAR 10 CLASS WAS THE BESTTTT)

uhmumum what else happened this week? i think i said this in the other post bt i got my eyebrows done at gorgeous cosmetics the other day? and i ended up getting two brushes (which i cbf taking pictures of i dont think any of you will care) and they're so much fun to play with hehe :D i need more brushes though lol. i only have a few :(

went to traceys yesterday night for english shizz that im doing now (but ya know, procrastination) and stayed over til 11.30 ish. was funnnnnnnn caught up with mel as well :D

it was so funny we were just listening to all the old school songs and stuff hehe. good timesssssssss.

been eating too much chocolate these days, mainly cause im too lazy to get up and get proper food (not that i would anyway im an unhealthy bitch that hates vegetables and everything LOL) but yeah. i should probably lay off the chocolate cause its giving me a break out.

..or maybe thats because im MEANT to have my period around now. LOL I SHOULD TOTALLY TALK ABOUT MY PERIOD HERE HAHAHAHHAHA though i think i've done that before. well as an update, its still fucked up and its not even that great skipping a month cause i still get pms-y, breakouts and cramps around the time im meant to have it, so the only difference is im just not bleeding to death.

..which is nice not to have but geezus breakouts and cramps suck.

anyway i'll talk later, got english due tomorrow and a legal test this week (woo this week will be so much fun i just can't wait)

ignite it, set it up in flames.

Friday, March 16, 2012

i dont even know where my titles come from, theyre just all parts of random songs lawwl.

anyway BIGGG spending this week :D i'll take a picture tomorrow morning hehehehehe <3 thought im sure most people reading my blog already know and are probably sick of me talking about my new heels.

oh wellz.

anyway this week has been kinda stressful, so much work due, so little time :( spent the last few nights staying up past midnight just to do work fml.

so tired, the bags under my eyes are so big now fmllll.

got my brows done today for the very first time :D fucking hurt, but ayee its all good :L didnt make THAT much of a difference to my face tbh, but yeah its just a lot neater now i guess? lol who cares.

got it done at gorgeous cosmetics cause i had a $30 off services for them so yeah :) got two brushes from them as well hehe, and angled liner and a small shader brush.

was walking around town hall for agessss and omg my shoulder hurt so much from my bag. gawwdd i should stop carrying around so much crap.

or just get a better bag. LOL

so tired now D; this has been a really long week, lots of shit happened and just urghhhhhhh not the best week ever.

anyway im just really tired, so i'll sleep early today i guess :L

need to catch up on sleeeeeepppppp hehehe

edit: OH SHIT THIS WAS MY 200TH POST HAHAHA COOL.

in your rearview.

Friday, March 9, 2012

haehaheahe long time no blog. guess who's been listening to all my old songs! rediscovered varsity and gawd, just listening to them for the first time in ages brings back so many memories and i still remember a lot of the lyrics LOL

anyway what happened this week? we got rydaaaaaargh. which was boring as hell, but hey it was fine. anything for a day off school i swear.

went with mich and celine to stratty after since i wanted froyo. went noggi (cause i had already been moochi) and ordered a large pomagranate with watermelon, strawberries and passionfruit.

sooooo good omg, noggi is so much better imo but i dont really mind either. its sooooo good especially with the watermelon and the passionfruit.

we got kinda bored so we decided to go moochi after and me and mich ordered a mini watermelon with watermelon, crumble and strawberry (i think?). goood stuff man hehehe. moochi is cheaper and has a bit more variety, but no

ggi has better yogurt and it doesnt.. taste like yogurt (but i think that kinda defeats the purpose of getting froyo)

so much work this weeeeekkk urghhhh i gotta get my head into it. so goal for today:

- do terry lee

- do 2 chapters of math notes

- do 1 chapter of legal notes

- start on legal mini essay

sunday:

- do the rest of math notes

- do another chapter of legal notes

- finish legal mini essay

- do some chem

yeahhhh. something like that. anyway! since we

havent had pics on my blog in a while im gonna start like.. taking pictures of what i buy each week. obviously not food and shit, but you know. like clothes and crap hehe.

i was planning on uploading my cotton on haul after i got my other boots back (cause they didnt fit so i exchanged em) but thats taking too long so i'll just take a photo when it comes

nelly hoodie, bella boot, brown cuff, strapless bra, pajama pants, house booties

ooh yeah i love my boots omg. they're my new babies ♥ me and mich got the same ones so now we have matching shoe ehehehehe.

anyway urhhh what else? oh yeah last week:

asos: earmuffs, kinda cropped sweater, remington straightener

so i've been meaning to get a new straightener for a while (since i left mine on my cruise fml) and that one was more of an impulse buy (kinda).

like i had researched it and everything, but at the time i bought it, it was an impulse? basically i was at TH to find the ally since i had a dress i really liked (which i ended up not getting cause i didnt like it after) but the ally at TH closed a while ago.

which i knew, i just totally forgot about it. so i was walking around and i walked into a priceline and was like 'hey. i need a straightener!', realised i had enough money and yeah. bought it.

its the remington proline ceramic if anyones wondering. it's really good imo, much better than the mini one i had. this one straightens my hair really quickly and it doesnt snag or anything (YESSSSSSS). makes my hair really shiny and nice too, but then again maybe thats cause everythings pin straight. oh and i can make really nice curls/waves with it too :D

earmuffs and sweater are from the asos order hweis did hehe, im so happy with my purchases. sweater was 20 and the earmuffs were 6 bucks. earmuffs were also an impulse buy, i already own a pair anyway LOL

i rarely wear earmuffs! i normally just let it hang off my bag as a decoration or something instead. but theyre so cute omg hehehehe. the sweaters really really warm, but im at a loss as to what to pair it up with. its kinda cropped, but not really? i mean you can see like.. 4-5 cm of bare skin but its not up to my belly button or anything.

really good material and warm yay. i think i'll probably need a pair of black jeans to go with this (look! an excuse to spend again)

its kinda big for me too which is great for the entire oversized thing but it keeps slipping off my shoulder and i definitely have to wear something underneath otherwise i'll flash my entire bra lololol. which is kinda annoying cause now i gotta find something that covers my boobs, but not my entire stomach (otherwise it defeats the purpose of being cropped)

damn. i'l just grab one of those crops from supre whenever i have the chance i guess.

oh! last weekend i cleaned my vanity too:

LOOK HOW NEAT TAND ORGANISED IT IS, ITS SO PRETTYYYY. yeah i have a lot of makeup now, but quite a bit of it is scabbed off my mother cause she doesnt like it (i.e mascara, eyeshadow) so yeah. but look at all the falsies i have lol. i dont even wear them (havent had a real chance to yet) but i love collecting them.

i also organised my nail polishes/misc stuff:

ooh baby look at all that nail polish! the box is completely full, i had to chuck away a random nail polish so that it'd all fit. in the little leaf box is just random samples of stuff that i've collected over the years lololol.

haha theres a box of masks and the sunscreen that i bought for peonys bday party. i didnt even need it since it wasnt even sunny :/ and then i tried to start wearing sunscreen everyday cause its good for you but i never did it LOL. CBF MAN I HATE SUNSCREEN.

..yeah this seems like a very vain-ish post, its just all my makeup and shopping and shit like that.

sorry if you were expecting some intellectual stuff. HURRHURR.

omggg.

Friday, March 2, 2012

i promised at cotton on post ayeee? cbf. i had to exchange my boots cause they were too small :( fuck you boots.

TURNS OUT I DIDNT FUCK UP TERRY LEE AS MUCH AS I THOUGHT I DID WOOHOO. i actually got above average! actually that test was the best i've ever done. thats surprises for ya.

anyway had a math test on tuesday, hope i did well- im thinking i did anyway.

some other random shit lalalala.

and today was mich and nancy's birthday ♥ happy birthday babeeeee! hope you have a wonderful day even though you say your day has been shit. i love you lots ♥

omg guess whos obsessed with coffee now. omg like i need a cup a day now its crazy. but i only drink the viet coffee (ca phe sua da) cause i hate really bitter coffee

which makes viet coffee fucking perfect ♥ cold and sweet i love you so much. oh the wonders of condensed milk ♥ you are perfection.

i always need to restrain myself from drinking it all in one go though :/ i dont really want to stay up the entire nice lolol.

yeha okay random post.

lololol.

Saturday, February 18, 2012

kinda shitty week. lots of work. weird moodiness cause of my period (which finally came LOL.). terry lee test looming. and some other shit.

but its okay! terry lee test is over, its the weekend, and everythings great!

lol not really i kinda fucked up the test but oh well. aishhh anyway what happened? not muchh. OH COTTON ON SHIT I ORDERED.

i'll do a big post on that as soon as my second order comes in heheheheheeh <3 lub my heels so much, youre my new babies <3